lintamande | don't touch me

Confirmation reaches them in the spring that Elwing of Sirion has the Silmaril.

It takes as long as the spring only because they weren't looking. They can stretch the oath that far, they can be disinterested in knowing - but now they know, and so there it is. Elwing of Sirion is twenty-three. Half-man, so fully grown. Sirion is a city of refugees. Elves and Men and, since there are Men, children. Elwing herself has infant children.

They debate whether to send messengers. Debating is allowed, even protracted debating. The Oath, these days, is loud in their minds, and louder when they're pushing it like this, but they drag out the debate for a few months. Messengers will probably be shot on sight. The last time Elwing of Sirion received news of the House of Fëanor it would have been the news that her brothers, twins, aged seven, had not survived the sack of Menegroth.

They send messengers anyway. The messengers are shot on sight. They have good armor, Fëanorian armor, and return home injured but not lethally. Maglor's songs no longer stitch them together. War makes you worse at healing. Maglor's songs are more powerful than ever - he can knock back a wave of approaching enemies, he can make a blade's next touch deadly, he can make them faster and more impervious to danger, but he can no longer do healing.

Maedhros, when he thinks about this, thinks that perhaps there needs to be part of you that is not broken for healing spells to draw on. Or perhaps the Enemy is amused to strip that away first. Perhaps the Enemy finds it suited to the theme as the Oath tugs and yanks and twists them into violence against the lands they once defended and the peoples they once sheltered.

They send messengers to Sirion again. The messengers deliver a plea for the Silmaril, an offer of anything at all in exchange. The messengers do not return at all.

The Enemy is many many hundreds of miles from here but at night Maedhros can hear him in his head. Is it so implausible that I really let you go? the Enemy likes saying. You serve me better free than you ever would have willingly.

The Oath allows them to work slowly. They begin planning the sack of the refugee camp even more slowly than the Oath allows, so slowly that its currents are constantly tugging at them. Any slower and the currents would erode all the things they care about which are not the Oath, and it would be a disaster to go to Sirion once they've been stripped of their capacity to care about anything that is not the Silmaril. So they do not hold out forever. But they work as slowly as they can.

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From:

lintamande

I commend your wisdom.

From:

imeanforever

The remaining things that I might need you for would be doing something intelligent with the dead people, and Melkor and Sauron, and maybe Maedhros not wanting to exist if he doesn't, um, perk up without the oath and stuff. Am I forgetting anything? Can we cooperate on those things?

From:

lintamande

You might also care about means to return to Fairyland, though there may be people in this world who would develop such means in enough time without me. We can cooperate on those things.

From:

imeanforever

You said Celebrimbor and Sauron could do it; Maedhros thinks his father could too, is he right?

From:

lintamande

Yes.

From:

imeanforever

You could probably do it faster but I'm not in that much of a hurry, especially now that I can safely eat here. Anything else?

From:

lintamande

You would probably desire that I reverse the Doom of the Noldor.

From:

imeanforever

What's the Doom of the Noldor?

From:

lintamande

When the Noldor committed crimes in the Blessed Realm, the Valar doomed them to know torment, grief, and death on these shores, and to wane and become as shadows of regret, and to languish long in Mandos even after all their victims had forgiven them.

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imeanforever

She's gonna guess Eru thinks it's a pretty story. That does sound like the sort of thing I would like reversed.

From:

lintamande

I have asked the Valar to pardon them.

From:

imeanforever

...and that'll do the trick by itself?

From:

lintamande

Yes. The House of Fëanor will be more of a problem.

From:

imeanforever

Why?

From:

lintamande

A pardon for the crime for which the Noldor were doomed does not stretch to pardon for the crimes they have committed since, most of which in any event are not mine or the Valar's to forgive.

From:

imeanforever

Meaning?

From:

lintamande

They still have a long list of atrocities to answer for. Those do not have metaphysical effects but I would not characterize the problem as solved to your satisfaction.